I know many of you think of me as the guy with the idiot avatar, or that guy that it's OK to PM 20 times a day with GReddy turbo questions, but right now I'm going to release all of the things I've been thinking about lately... I'm moving tomorrow, and beginning my new life in Las Cruces, and I've got so many things going through my mind... this is a gigantic life changing moment for me. This is my new life. I've been thinking about life and humanity a lot recently, and I'm in a new state of mind. It's all so beautiful to me.... Really, I'm feeling like someone completely new. This week I've felt more pain and more joy than I think I've felt in many years, and it's overwhelming. I don't know what to think or feel, and the overwhelming sensation of just being infused with so much life and so much emotion has finally caused me to reach a breaking point, and I just broke down and cried about how much I love everything about life and humanity and what we are and what we feel. I suffer from Bi-Polar disorder; I'm manic depressive, for those who don't know, and I quit taking my medication, and for the first time in so many years I feel so alive that I just can't seem to contain the flood of emotion that I'm experiencing right now. I'm sorry for completely releasing this on the 8thcivic community, but you're all who I talk to on a daily basis. It's an amazing rush to feel the way that I do right now; I hope that one day you'll all feel as alive as I do. I'm simply euphoric, and I felt like sharing it. Haha, it's these swings that keep me from ever being a moderator, LOL.