i punched a wall 5 times..... elizabeth came over today to get her stuff. i was talking to her, and i was crying ill admit it, it upsets me. but shes been talking to an ex in florida, not like that but i guess someone to talk to, i was telling her that it bothered me and i wish she would talk to me, im still crying, she started laughing at me.... i lost it. i ran in the living room and started hitting walls. now i got a hand the size of a beach ball, 5 or 6 basketball size holes in the walls, because thats how hard i hit them, and shes scared shitless of me...
